I had a separate roadway and a separate life.
Doing as I pleased while someone was despised.
No one was responsible that I had made my own bed.
Hurting, estranged, and living in the past kept me emotionally dead.
Life hadn't appeared greener on the other side.
I was still in denial and separated from God.
Crying, laughing, and wallowing.
I tried to live a full life.
Deep down inside though, I knew things still were not right.
I felt like Sarah in the Bible, as my life came to a halt.
Today, I will LOL.
I will be still and quiet as God summons me to talk.
Separated was my reality from the man I truly loved.
That separation ceased with a clean slate.
Offered with God's mercy, forgiveness, and never ending grace.