All these years

All this time

Cried these tears

Thoughts on my mind

All my fears

Ignoring the signs

Looking over the bad

Seeing only good

Wanting what we had

Wishing we could

But

Knowing the truth is sad

Feeling misunderstood

Is it worth it?

Should I give up?

Don’t want the bullshit

Writing to touch

Just wait and sit

Never asking for too much

Will we survive?

Get through the struggle?

Together sharing our lives

Get over the hurdles

Compliment each other pride

Still wanting the gold

Holding so many rights

But

Still holding onto love

All these years

Not over yet

But

What’s over is us

Rewind to the day we met

Was there ever love

Or

Just lust

I want to let go of so much

But

My heart keeps a tight grasp

I try to hold back

But

My tears rush

Remembering it all

Remembering the past

Try to speak

But

My words are hushed

But

It fast forwards so fast

It was all so long ago

Yet

It feels like

Just yesterday

Fuel in my heart is low

Never wanted it this way

No where to run

No where to go

Nothing ever heard

Nothing left to say