Scared
I don't know if you're there. I don't know if you're reading this, but there are things you need to know. I have lived in fear for so long. Looking behind my back. You and you alone ruined my life. How could you say you loved me when no one has ever hurt me so much. I thought you hung the sun and moon and then all of a sudden you changed into this scary person out to attack me. I did have those feelings for you. I never lied to you. I never would have done anything that you did to me. I can never trust you again because I never would have thought that you would have done this to me to begin with. How can I invite you back into my life when I am almost certain you want me back in yours to hurt me again. It is because of what you have done that I cannot and will not let you in my life.
I've never had the fear that I've had when I would get fake request from you, messages, and texts...nothing will ever compare to that. I hope no one ever has to experience that. I didn't even want to live because of that fear. You don't have to be jealous because I will never trust a man again. Never...
So this must be your closure. I do not hate you. I do not wish any harm to you. I hope that you will be happy. You just will not be happy with me. So...if your reading this I think you're a great person. I think you love and love with your whole heart. My only request is that you please do not do this to anyone ever again. To you.....goodbye.....
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