I was spinning, drowning in self pitty
When all the while He was there reaching
I was pushing and shoving what I knew what was wright
I lost sight , rolled my eyes back to darkness
I thought it harmless, then I felt the damage a long the way
Went numb and dumb
I was fighting when a battle that It was said lost
I went on the wrong
Then my hearts proud left and I reached to my Hope again
Bitterness I have surrenderd to Him and He filled my everybone and all flesh and blood with Joy .
I was suffering when I didn't have to
I could of had joy long ago if it wasn't for this dark in me. Pride
They say pride comes before the fall.
I know it true
You know I think Hes reaching for you
I know Hes calling you.
I know He can give you what you need
If you just let Him in.
Forgiveness