"Just Have To Believe"

Sometimes I have to wonder, Just how many heartaches can one person take? My man is in jail, my son moved to his dad's, and for my friend, we just had his wake. Just want to feel happy and all the sadness to leave, I know things will get better, I just have to believe. I've never felt so all alone, It's got to be the worst feeling, that I have ever known. So many days to come, before you can be free, Just miss you so much, And I need you with me. Everyday's the same, I go to work and I hate it! I come home, I see your pictures that are all outdated. Can't take any new ones, because our life is on hold, So I guess for now I'll just have to treasure the old. I just have to believe that, It will happen one day, That things will get better, I know I can't live this way! Life's passing us by, on this road we've been on, Maybe, I'm crazy? but I do love you, John! As the saying goes "What a tangled web we weave," We just have to get through this, We just have to believe. I so much want to feel, your arms around me, I miss that so much, Just want so much, For Us to be We! To have you home, alot of stress it would relieve, I've hung in there with you this long, because in you, I do believe. Don't know why I feel this way, But something makes me think about you, every single day. I'd like to think, that I made the right choice, just need you to love me, and never raise your voice. Don't want to argue, or say things that can't be taken back, because once you go there, things only seem to get more off track. I'll never lie to you, and I ask that you do the same, Just want you to be someone, I can trust, Don't wanna hear any excuses that are lame. Just love me with all your heart, and don't ever deceive, We'll get through this together, We just have to believe! Just give me back the love, that from me you do receive, You'll be glad that you did, You Just Better Believe!
                                        By: Gina Simmons
                                                     8/18/2007