smurf8’s Profile
- Age: 43
- Location: Lufkin,Texas
- Gender: Female
- Country: US
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Biography
I am a 29 yr.old mother of 3.Stay at home mom.Got married and pregnant at the age of 19.Stayed married to my oldest childs dad for 8yrs.Called it quits when my son was 6yrs. old.After 2yrs. had 2 more children with my common law husband whom i've been with for 5yrs.I was born in SanFrancisco California & raised all over california.Also raised in Las Vegas Neveda,Pittsburg Florida,Texas.Been in Texas for 18 yrs. now.So yeah i moved around alot as a kid.Have 5 brothers and 1 sister.I'm the 3rd eldest.Went through alot as a child,but who has'nt?My dad was into alot of drugs,alcohol abuse.I've lived in foster homes numerous times as a child,along with my siblings.But yet we always ended up back with our parents,never getting lost in the system like others.My parents were'nt all that bad,well at least my mom was'nt.My mom was very humble then,easily taken advantage of.She never did do any drugs,always there to take care of us,while my dad was in the streets.Sometimes my dad would even take all of us with him,useing us to panhandle.My dad was very abusive towards my mom,physically and verbly.But he did put food on the table.Even though we went through alot,we still had things ,clothes on our back ,food on the table,we went to school like we were suppose to,we went to church like a family,prayed at home,my mom always had us on our knees.My mom could hardly read,but made sure we were able too.We had books everywhere.As a matter of fact,i made it my main subject as a child.While other children were playing outside i was in my bedroom with a book in my hand.I loved reading!Writing also.Had a journal since the age of 9.Yes i still keep a journal.After i fill up all the pages,i put them in a box,and re-read them from time to time.It's fun to go back in time,even before i had kids.I also love photography!I'm learning the ropes of takeing great photos,so i'm still a beginer.Another thing about me is FAMILY! My 1st priority.
Recent Poems
- Not a poem,just my thoughts.Sorrow Vs. Death
- Tags: Death
- It surrounds me.I am afraid.My eyes are full of it.How do i escape from this?My heart is aching from the pain,that has filled it.The reflection i see in the ...
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- Throw Something Else At Me!
- Tags: Frustrations Of Life
- Throw SomeThing Else At Me!Maybe i'll take it.Throw something else at me!Maybe i'll fall.Throw something else at me!Maybe i'll make it.Throw something else at ...
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- WEBCAM
- Tags: Passion
- I see you,but on the other side of my screen.Why can't i touch you?Ooh how i want too.I hear you,but only from the speakers.Why can't you whisper something in my ear?Ooh ...
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- LIFE
- Tags: Life
- It's killing me...watching,starring,letting it pass me by.Not knowing where to go,what to do.Waking up to the same struggles ...
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