carynontherhine’s Profile

My name is Caryn Sarah. Born and raised in New Jersey, a very small know everyone town of middle class. I would secretly take the subway over to New York city with my son's Father and there I experienced what real life was. Out of the fish bowl my Father kept me in and I mean no harm to his name as he was the best Father anyone could ever ask for, I married and gave birth to my first child a son. Traveled Europe and many places. Began writing at fourteen the usual age for feelings to go left unsaid and played out on pages of parchment. My daughter was born five years later and completing my task I found no desire to keep on going as I already had two irreplaceable and precious gifts. I also have been fortunate to have found a love for the medical field in which I could use my compassion seriously and for worth. I always say I have lived my life already. I have loved, I have lost, I have had the love of two beautiful human beings made from heaven and have seen all that has mattered to me. I think beauty is only skin deep and one should have more inside and that is my quest to the end of my life. To become beautiful on the inside where my heart and my spirit is with my Lord. I am a complicated person I have been told and am trying to be more open and this site has given me this opportunity. My son has always been a beacon in the night to me and at an early age he began to write poetry himself with added talents such as art and photography. My daughter is the picture of a sunrise in physical beauty and grace. They are what makes me go from living to feeling alive! My greatest joy, my life's dreams and now gave me five other tiny faces to look into and see duplicates of them. I love you all for being here for me and I will always be here for you all. Thank you for your comments and if you need one never fail to message me and I shall speed on over! In my convertable! Hugz