Why can't I be your girl, not just your friend.
I deserve a title bigger then friend,
considering we been do'in this thing we do'in.

I want to go on a date,
ya know like dinner and a movie.
Instead of you,
coming through all late to screw.
Watch'in the games at my house,
nodd'in on my couch.

You don't want us to be seen in public together,
because it's "too formal."
We can't kiss or hold hands,
because that's not "normal" for friends.
Claiming heartbrokeness to escape the capabilities to love me more,
content with me being your whore.

I'm basicly your connection to the outside world,
still not good enough to be your girl.
All your traffic flow'in through my house.
Gett'in calls here all hours of the night,
and you not be'in my man is alright, because that's within the guildlines of your comfort zone, not my own.

Here, I'm limiting my capacity to love, stay'in in this "friendship."
Wondering why my lov'in don't have you all caught up.
I guess allow'in you to nut is enough to make you shut up, not lock you down.
So, I'm the clown,
and you the squirrel in my world.

Momma said,"Why would he buy the cow if he can get the milk for free."
And here I a given you my mik, bacon, and eggs,
butter runn'in all down my legs.
Lov'in what your do'in to me,
too dumb to realize that you're literally and emotionally screw'in.
All Dic-ma-tized!
Listen to you tell me you love me,
while your on top of me.
When I should've realized that the shot was wack,
and your game was lack'in and sent your ass pack'in.
Not realizing my potential.
Allowing you to fu*k with my mental.

Now I know this sh*t is a joke,
and my heart may ache, but it ain't broke.
What's crazy is it's not your fault,
See, I was'nt lov'in me.
I was looking to you for that.

Now that I'm getting me together,
and masterbaiting my own mind better,
I understand what loving me means.
So i'm not looking for vendication or relations,
and no longer want to be your girl and live in your made up world.
I'll just be content with our "Platonic" friendship.