Because you’ve made mistakes in life, your ways may seem to be doomed but bet you can blossom. It is the demand that we place on change that determines how rapid it occurs. You just have to take the initiative to birth a difference, however that the system has a subtle style of muzzling the 'gods' in you (of course you know we are co-creators with him) and if it’s true that you are, and then your mind's myriad of unsolvable 'problems, corrections or recreations' has a solution somewhere. All I can say to you is to pursue the stuff inside you - purpose is what you are born to do, and the discovery of it is called vision. Never be scared, you can never see what is not there, if you can see it, then it is there, right inside of you so wake up and work your craziest dreams to come to fruition.
Remember that you cannot feature in a future you have not pictured, it does not cost a dime to dream, the only place where limit is inexisted
is in your dreams, so go ahead and catch a glimpse of the other realm, just close your eyes and see the wide spectrum of possibilities, realities (though sometimes deluded), they always come through if you can pursue what you see. What you see when your eyes are closed is a prelude to what you are born to do and solve, so what do you see???
Break the bind of inertia, deactivate complacence, feed your passion with divine momentum, now is the time to be crazy about your dreams, until you are completely rejected, it does not yet appear that you carry anything substantive, it is only people who carry stuffs that the circumstance challenges, in fact these storms don't come to mess up your dreams, they come to check if you truly believe in your convictions and dedicated enough to pursue and prevail. Catch the groove of high flyers, the train is moving on so fast therefore stay with the flow. The May you find the inner strength to speed on.