On The Inside of Me

Did something just happen to me?
Because I felt as though it did.
I don’t really know what it was,
But I think the feeling was big.

It’s not so easy trying to understand what goes on.
But I try making sense of it all.
The problems, at times, hold no definite answer.
No possibility of truth.
The light becomes dim.
And then I can’t win.

There has to be a way to keep the light shining bright.
I can’t let Satan win; I am the victor of this battle.
I must turn to the light-make it bigger.
I must win, I must fight!
I have to eliminate the problem within me.
My Lord God I pray – set me free!
Keep my eyes focused on you so that I can once again see.

I felt something again.
And this time the feeling was pleasant.
I believe my prayers have been answered.
I wouldn’t feel this way if it wasn’t.