Not To Be Me

To the one who knows all , on your name I call.
Please tell me I pray, why'd you bring me this way.

If given a choice , I'd shout at my loudest ,                                      so you'd hear my voice.

Please dont put me there , I dont want to go.
I dont want a body , I dont want a soul.

I dont want a mind , aware of lifes pain and  can
bring back bad memories , like storms bring rain.

I dont want ears to hear children cry , or eyes
that see life . then watch it die.

I dont want a heart full of love to share,
then put in a world where so many dont care.

Souls may be strong , but minds and bodies
are weak. Given the choice this placed I'd not seek.

Before I was born, my whole life , you could see.
You knew from the beginning I'd choose not to be.

Before my lungs held their first breath , you knew
of my sin.

Tell me dear lord , why did you let me begin.