An uncountabl number of nights have gone by,
With my single prayer
Yet unanswered.

I don't want the world,
Nor do I pray for riches.
But all that I ask in my single prayer,
Is for the Lord
To take my Soul, This very night.
So i won't have to wake up in the morning,
And endure yet another day
Of Pain and Misery.

For on the day I was diagnosed with hiv,
My heart was shredded
And my Spirit died at that moment.
Leaving me all hollow,
And empty within.

So now I must endure a living Hell,
By esisting in a body
that is devoid of spirit,
And empty of love.

So i Often pray for my death,
So that my Soul
May Finally be released from the prison,
That my body has become.....





Thankfully my prayer was unanswered and i have moved beyond it !