I am a failure
I give up on everything I start
Or take the easy way out
I'm a fucking loser
They will never actually be
happy with me
Emilie is a perfect angel
How the fuck do I measure up to her?
I suck at school, making my friends happy, pleasing Tim, and making myself happy.
I don't know what to do when I'm sad
Except tear apart my skin
like my heart was torn
I don't know why I cut
and I don't know how to stop

There's too many voices in my head
calling me a coward, and unlovable
a failure, a freak, a pathetic fucking whore
She thinks she knows everything
and she was so fucking stupid
to start in the first place
just because it was a fad
Sometimes, I really wish I had the guts to kill myself
But I'm a coward
FUCK YOU CARA
I HATE YOU