My Marriage.........
My heart aches.
My Soul is depressed.
You have gone your own way.
Two rooms.
My Soul is depressed.
You have gone your own way.
Two rooms.
One is yours and one is mine.
You have your life.
And I have mine.
You have your life.
And I have mine.
Under one roof.
Married for ten years.
Alone for seven.
Music & drugs you chose.
You left me behind.
I need you, to want me.
I wish you did.
Love may fade away.
But really it never leaves.
For once I know where you stand.
Alone in this so called marriage.
The pain is here to stay
Why did you give up?
Why is all I can ask.
We have talked.
A lot of good that did.
I thought at one time all was well.
Depression has settled in.
Why, I ask everyday.
Hoping this would just go away.
I know it wont.
What I may want, knowing you don't.
It's hurts when you hear it from a friend.
Why do I even care.
I knew this was coming.
Ten years down the drain.
My life will never be the same.
Pain grows with each day.
No one understands.
Until the day it happens to you.
How do I explain.
I can say this will never happen to me again.
I no longer see the sparks in your eyes.
Now there is only lies.
Thank god for my pets.
They need me.
They want me.
But it is not the same.
They do keep me sane.
I feel like I'm going insane.
What should I do?
Should I stay?
Or go away?
Wish I had the answers.
I know I am to blame.
My choices was wrong.
But you left me alone way to long.
I know wrong from right.
Married for ten years.
Alone for seven.
Music & drugs you chose.
You left me behind.
I need you, to want me.
I wish you did.
Love may fade away.
But really it never leaves.
For once I know where you stand.
Alone in this so called marriage.
The pain is here to stay
Why did you give up?
Why is all I can ask.
We have talked.
A lot of good that did.
I thought at one time all was well.
Depression has settled in.
Why, I ask everyday.
Hoping this would just go away.
I know it wont.
What I may want, knowing you don't.
It's hurts when you hear it from a friend.
Why do I even care.
I knew this was coming.
Ten years down the drain.
My life will never be the same.
Pain grows with each day.
No one understands.
Until the day it happens to you.
How do I explain.
I can say this will never happen to me again.
I no longer see the sparks in your eyes.
Now there is only lies.
Thank god for my pets.
They need me.
They want me.
But it is not the same.
They do keep me sane.
I feel like I'm going insane.
What should I do?
Should I stay?
Or go away?
Wish I had the answers.
I know I am to blame.
My choices was wrong.
But you left me alone way to long.
I know wrong from right.
My words may have come out miss spoken.
Anger does not work.
Soft spoken words does not help.
The truth only makes things worse.
And lies only pushes us away.
Best friends we may be.
Not a husband nor a wife.
Not lovers like we use to be.
I thought this would never end.
For this is the last it will be.
Twice I have seemed to fail.
No more for me.
Anger does not work.
Soft spoken words does not help.
The truth only makes things worse.
And lies only pushes us away.
Best friends we may be.
Not a husband nor a wife.
Not lovers like we use to be.
I thought this would never end.
For this is the last it will be.
Twice I have seemed to fail.
No more for me.
So hungry for love.
Now my heart is locked & welded shut.
I have even thrown away the key.
All I can do is pray.
That I can love again one day
But for now...............
Forever I will be FREE!
By: FreeWoman4life
Irene Newman
August 31st. 2009
Forever I will be FREE!
By: FreeWoman4life
Irene Newman
August 31st. 2009
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