My daughter's

              Every i wonder if you knew how much i love you
      i never meant to leave you, to me my dear it was life or death
              i chose your life pls forgive me for leaving you

                     as i am everyday feeling this pain
            that has cost us to be apart i hope deep inside you
         somehow know that my love for you will be there forever
                      you are my flesh and blood
          i can't wait to see you once again and hold you in my arm
                     tell you i love you my dearest daughter

                         i have miss you so much
                 for now that is all i can do is hope and pray
        that we someday meet again and hold you in my arms again
            i missed so many years not seeing you Both
                      i'm sorry for all the b-day i have missed

                to me you still the baby i have bare to have
               and could wait to see your beatiful face
                 you and your sister will forever be in my heart
               i give up once to not live anymore


             but the thought of hope i have of seeing you again
                        and you sister has keep me alive
                 the taste of medecine the doctor have giving me
                 the words they say killing your self
                  will never answer and solve your problem

 
            i turn around and said thanks doc for saving my life
                          as i wanted to give up
                      im sorry my dearest daughter's
              for feeling the way i have but for me at that time
                   i rather be dead that sit and think
                     how much i have missed both of you
                                 as it slowly killing me

                 i cant have someone to talk to about this
               so i came here to to write this 
            how i feel abouut being lost without my two little angel
                 where ever you two may be please do know
                 mommy loves you very much and would willingly
            give my life just to have you two for one more day
                         I love you Reynalyn & Angelica