He is devil that puts my
innerself to an angryness of blowing fire,
he does'nt understood
simple good decision making,
I really came out to hate him
that my world erupts like an angry volcano in Albay.
I really hate, hate, hate!
this person into the deepest part of my being!
I want to kill him,
I want to fire him till he die!
he is bastard, bullshit man
that made and ruined my life into meaningless and hate all about!
I blame God...why of all the good things that I've done,
Why sent me this man in my life
that nothing can I decide but to accept him as he is.
Acceptance that I waste my life with this man,
acceptance that I hate this man above all.
My God, why do I have to go through all this painfull
me being with him, being nothing- respect and love,
I want to shout all over the world
that i am very very angry,
that hate him most of all for
making me nothing and nonsense at all,
Why, in all of my good deeds and respect at all time
in favor of him and his family'
that in return I gain unrestpectfull him,
uneducated him, bastard him, bullshit him in this life.
My God help me..
help me to stay myself in patience at all times,
that one day, I'll gain my victory of forgiveness
to this person he sent me to be a part of my life.
I am angry with him, I am hating him all of my life,
God only knows where am I going through this angryness,
may all of this can find an answer of rightfulness.