Your words spoke louder than anything ive ever heard,
your voice sunk deep into my head,
you said you cant change the way you feel,
the things you said i took to heart,
and the more real it felt the more they tore me apart,
i know this relationship didn't get far and,
though you dont love me, i guess i was destined to fall hard,
maybe just to feel something i never have before,
and i hope never to be felt another time, like it was before,
i understand you cant change how you feel,
but i now wont feel this real ever again,
i just wish i could throw away this pain,and jump into a better day,
a day with happiness but again,
 the words you spoke brought an end to the feelings felt and,
a new start to a tormented relentless life that i just want to end,
but im worth more to me then im worth to you,
so in this life i want to live but in to much pain to,
what is there to do other than give up on you.