HONESTY, INNOCENTS AND THE TRUSTING OF AN ELEVEN YEAR OLD, SHOULD HAVE BEEN.

 HE LOVES TO LIE TO HER,

 HE TELLS HER HIS THE ONLY ONE WHO REALLY LOVES HER.

 HE TELLS HER HOW BEATIFUL SHE IS.

 HE CLAIMS HIS THE ONE WHO COULD PROTECT HER,

PARENTS AND SIBILINCE WHY DO YOU TELL HER THAT SHE IS NOT WANTED OR LOVED EVER IN YOUR LIFES BEFORE?

SHE WAS A BOTHER TO YOU ALL.

 HE REMINDS HER THAT IT IS OK TO DO THIS ALL, HAS HE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF HER BY MOLASTING HER?

 DOES HE REALLY CARE ABOUT HER?

 SHE IS SCARED AND CONFUSSED.

SHE QUESTIONS HERSELF SHOULD SHE TELL ANY ONE ABOUT THIS DIRTY STORY AT ALL?

 WOULD THEY BELIEVE HER?

WILL THEY CLAIM HER OF LIEING?

 HOW MANY TIME SHE WANTED TO SCREAM FOR HELP!

 YEARS HAVE PASSED HER BY, THE REBALIAN TEENAGER SHE FEELS INSIDE.

SHE HAS ACUSTOM TO THIS DIRT SHE FEELS INSIDE OF HER.

 SHE KEEPS ON TELLING HERSELF” THIS IS ALL A BAD DREAM “IT HAS HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE, BUT BACK THEN SHE WAS FOUR.

  LIFE IS MORE DIFFICULT AND CONFUSSING THEN BEFORE.

SHE GOES ON SAYING TO HERSELF THIS IS ALL NORMAL LIKE BEFORE.

 SHE THEN TELLS HERSELF “THIS WILL ALL STOP IN TIME I KNOW “

SHE TRIES TO CONVINCE HERSELF THAT IT NEVER HAPPENED AT ALL.
 SHE KNOWS ONLY THAT IT IS TRUE AND IT HAS HAPPENED TO HER BEFORE.

 NOW AS WOMEN SHE TRYS TO FIND SERENITY AND LOVE, AFFECTION AND ALL THE ATTENTION SHE NEEDS DESPERATELY, SHE TRIES TO FIND IT WITH ALL HER LOVES SHE THINK SHE MEETS. BUT SHE IS ONLY LOOKING FOR LOVE IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES SHE SEES, BECAUSE OF HER LIFE HAS BEEN LOST AND DAMAGED YOU SEE.

SHE IS LIKE A CHILD THAT HAS BEEN LEFT ALONE IN THE  SCORCHING  DESSERT SUN TO JUST DIE AWAY.

.SHE  KNOWS  NOW IS TO ONLY TRUST IN GOD AND LET HIM HOLD HER HAND.