I am beginning to wonder if you are real or simply an illusion?  You only seem to come out in the wee hours of the night or morning?  Maybe you are just a hallucination and u exist only in the inner dark places of my mind??   Maybe there isn't such a person out there that could be the one for me?  Maybe it's just my desires and dreams trying to fool me and trying to make this "seem real" with your only real intent to make me go crazy.  That's why there is no audible voice to this person because this person does not truly exist in the real world.  I may need to seek counsel? Maybe I need to start taking some drug to erase these thoughts from my mind?  And I really thought this was all true, but now I realize it must have all been a fantasy or a mirage to help me cope with the all ready pychotic mess of a place that we call life.

 

Jo Jo