If only

                               If only
 
      If only you knew that when I see you,
      My heart stops, my blood boils, my world turns up side down...
      If only you knew how much I love you,
      how hard is to keep this secret from you...

      If only you knew, my darling, 
      That you're the reason to get up every morning,
      That the only thought that I'll get to see you, It brightens my day 
      and fullfill my pathetic existence...

      If only you knew that I spent my days thinking about you,
      dreaming about you, even thought you probably never think about 
      me, I will always love you and dream about the day you'll love 
      me, if only...