if only i knew i was not alone when i tot i was
if only i knew a hand was there 2 bear me wen i needed one
if only i knew i could see when i tot i had no eyes
if only i knew there was a tomorrow when i cast all hopes away
if only i knew i had company when i tot i was lonely
if only i knew i was loved when i tot i was hated
if only i knew my errors would turn out to be blessings
if only i knew i ain't mocked when i tot i was
if only i knew i was wrapped in an arm when i was cold
if only i knew you'd love me the way i am...
'd have let you
if only i knew light awaited me at the end of the tunnel
'd not have thrown in the towel
if only i knew many wanted to be like me
'd not have sought to be like another
if only i knew i was accepted
'd have given you the chance in my heart

if only i knew....

oh! if only i knew i could find solace in you... my love