My body aches,
and the water still falls from my tear stained face.
I have lots of pain and sorrow, I cannot seem to lose.

I think about years before and everything i've done
to you to make this happen. Wishing I could go back
and change the way I acted, and the things I used to say.

I would not scream or yell at you, and I would take every
hug that you offered, I would cherish every waking
minute we ever had together.

The kisses I turned down then, I long for now. The way
you used to look at me, and the the things you used to
say. I did not know it then but later they would haunt
me in my head. I had everything I ever wanted, But I
just could not keep you happy.

We would argue and fight, go to bed angry every night.
I wish I knew then what I know now, maybe then my
life would of turned out better.

I would change some things and decisions I made. I
would smile a little more everytime you gave me a
compliment instead of acting mad.

I would thank you for all the small and little things
you have ever done for me, instead of taking you
for granted. I would never let no other come between
us like I almost did several times before.

I would never of held all my thoughts and feelings inside,
acting like it was always alrights.I would communicate
better with you instead of keeping everything bottled
up inside. I would say I love you a million times over,
just to show you how much I really care. I would know
that everything I say or do is not always gonna be alright.

I would try sometimes to let you win a fight, even if it
means your wrong and i'm right. I would lay in bed with
you every single night, and thank God for what I got.
I would cuddle with you at night, wrapped up tight in
your arms, till we both fall asleep for the night.

I would catch a glimpse of you sleeping next to me just
like I always do, hoping it's me your seeing too. I would
take all your tears I made you cry, and wipe them away.
I would make all the pain I ever caused you to disaper.

Truth is I am always gonna love you from now till the end,
I cant change the past, but I can try to make the future
everything that you want it to be. I regret alot of things
in my life but loving you is not one of them, so I just hope
that you can forgive me for everything that I have done.