I Can't Take There Place

Why did you use me,
why did you lie,
try to make me who im not,
didnt you see,
im not those babies,
i cant take there place,
i never will,
only wanted to be loved,
not set aside for who i am,

used me for money,
used me to cover the pain,
made me feel like a nobody,
worthless with shame,
used to wish i was never born,
played it off,
like you loved me,
when all you really did was use me.

tell lies,
had no alibye,
couldn't hear my cries,
set back and watch my sucide,
couldnt you see,
the pain in me.
mom ill never take there place.

set me free,
let me be me,
just face it im not them,
and you cant change me,
stop the yelling,
stop the tears,
face it,
you used me for 16 years.

couldn't handle who id become,
all iv been through,
had a few close call's
and u cant beleave im here looking at you,

go ahead tell me ill never make it,
tell me who i should be,
No Wait, You cant change me,
im 18 now and on my own,
just leave me alone,
let me be me.

ill cant replace them,
i never will.
mom cant you see the pain you inflect on me,
just stop it now,
relese the chains,
let me be me,
mom please let me be free....