Happy Birthday Son

I wake up every mornin
thinkin of you, wondering how big you are getting
Missing all the small things
That I wish I was there to see you do

It kills me inside so much
but I don't show it
the way I should
You are everything to me
Don't get me wrong

When I first seen you
You came running to that door
with the biggest smile on your face
A smile that I will never forget

I will always remeber the first time
you called me dad, It was a feeling
that I just cannot write

I had to fight back
the tears of joy
of just being there
able to give you a hug
for the first time
for over a year

I wish I was with you today
to give you a Happy Birthday in person
But I guess we know how that goes
Somehow some way I know you are there
at your party wishing I was there,

I will be there soon
to see you
to take you places
and for you to meet your
other side of your family

I love you Austin, I miss you the most
today then I have ever in mylife.
Hang in there and daddy will take care
the rest, The best that he can.