Do you know how it feels to wake up every morning,
not knowing what your other half is?
Crying every night
wanting to feel that love you think you could never have.

Well I have.
I have never met my father.
People say it's just not worth the stress to don't bother.

But how would they know if the have their father.
I can understand things happen for a reason.
God why can't you just listen.

I need that part, because with out it I'm not complete.
I can't even eat.
I need to know who is that person I need.

Sometimes I feel like you have pushed me to the side.
Is it because I have done something bad?
Or because I'm not doing what I should have?

These are question, for you to answers.
I have sisters I don't know.
Brothers I don't know.
Father that I'm wishing and hoping to find one day.

What would happen if I die with out meeting them?
Do you think it's fair?
Or how about I do get to find them but my father is died?
Do you know how bad my life would continue.
How my world would just end...

Please Just bring that one guy who helped my mom with your help get me in this world back in my life.....?