Looking across the room and you know what i see
a lonely girl staring right back at me
She's a beautiful girl but she looks so sad
As if she wants something that she once had
She doesn't speak but i know what she means
Like i'm connected to her with every ounce of my being

She looks down at herself grimacing at what she sees
For she only see her flaws and alot of these
She stares blankly ahead..
Smothered by this feeling..this feeling that she's dead

She's wondering why she never thought she was pretty enough
Why loving herself has been so tough
Why she's always been told that she wasn't smart enough
why her childhood was so damn rough..
why she's been hurt by everyone she trusts
why getting back at them has become a must

why her family is the target of her despise
maybe because they are the reason for her demise
She looks at me and starts to cry..
Tears filled with so much pain are rolling down her eyes..

She's so disappointed i n herself...in everyone
she screams HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME??
I'm your girlfriend your daughter your grandaughter your friend your cousin
why am i not worthy of your love? am i really just another one in a dozen?
She thinks to herself i guess it doesn't matter anyways i've made up my mind, Now i'll never have to ask myself why..
and that is because i have decided to die

I run to her
But it's to late shes withering away shes already a blur
I punch the wall wondering how can this be???
Then suddenly i realize that the girl is.....
ME

To Be Continued