FROM THE START

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    FROM THE START

     

    I STOPPED FEEDING THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU.

    YET YOU STILL WONT LEAVE MY MIND.

    WHAT MAKES YOU SO SPECIAL, SO DIFFERENT, THE ‘CAN’T LET GO KIND?’

    WHY CAN’T I STOP THINKING OF YOU? WHY DO THESE THOUGHTS REMAIN?

    EVEN IF YOU WERE TO COME BACK, WOULD OUR HEARTS EVER BEAT THE SAME?

    AM I JUST FOOLING MYSELF AND SEEING ONLY THE THINGS I WANT TO SEE?

    YOU SAID YOU HAD DECIDED TO RESERVE YOURSELF FOR ME.

    I SEE SOMETHING IN YOU I DON’T THINK ANYONE WOULD BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND.

    LOST IN THE DEPTHS OF YOUR EYES, I LEFT MY HEART IN YOUR HANDS.

    ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT IVE SEEN, IF ONLY THEY ARE REAL.

    THESE DEEP SEEDED FEELINGS ONLY YOU HAVE MADE ME FEEL.

    FOR IN ‘OUR MOMENTS’ I WAS CONFINDENT YOU FELT IT TOO.

    MY HEART COULDN’T KEEP MY SOUL FROM GIVING INTO YOU.

    WE COULD HAVE IT ALL, THAT ‘ONCE IN A LIFETIME LOVE’.

    BOTH OF US ARENT SO DIFFERENT WE COULDN’T RISE ABOVE.

    AT FIRST EVERYTHING WAS GREAT, DID WE MOVE TO FAST.

    WERE WE WORRIED WHAT PEOPLE WOULD THINK, WILL WE ALWAYS BE HAUNTED BY OUR PAST?

    WE BEGAN TO UNRAVEL BECAUSE OF EVERYONE ELSE.

    IS THERE ANY WAY TO GET PAST THIS BY OURSELVES?

    MY HEART WILL KEEP MY LOVE FOR YOU FOREVER TRUE.

    AS I TRY TO FIND ROOM FOR SOMEONE THAT WON’T COMPARE TO YOU.

    I NEVER WANTED TO SAY GOODBYE WITH INFINITE WORDS UNSAID.

    LIKE HOW MUCH I LOVE BUT WISHED I HATED YOU INSTEAD.

    IM AFRAID I CANNOT DO THAT BECAUSE OF WHO YOU ARE.

    YOU’VE MADE WISHES COME TRUE, AND WILL ALWAYS BE MY SHOOTING STAR.

    YOU POSSESS SOMETHING NOT MANY DO.

    RARE AND WONDERFUL QUALTIES THAT COULD ONLY BE A PART OF YOU.

    YOU HAVE SO MANY SIDES, ONES YOU HAVEN’T EVEN SEEN.

    SOMETIMES YOU SINCERE AND SWEET AND OTHERS DOWN RIGHT MEAN!

    IF ONLY YOU WOULD TAKE THE TIME TO SEE

    WHAT KIND OF MAN YOU TRULY ARE AND JUST BE!

    I THINK THAT IS WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST, AND WHY YOU CHOOSE TO HIDE.

    IT’S REALLY HARD TO LOVE YOURSELF AND STILL BE ABLE TO ACCEPT THAT OTHER SIDE.

    SOME OF US CHOOSE THE EASY WAY AND DECIDE TO BE ALONE.

    TO COVER OUR TRUE HEART, AND SHOW A HEART OF STONE.

    IT’S EASIER THAT WAY, IT LEAVES NO ROOM FOR PAIN.

    YOU DON’T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANYONE, BUT YOUR LIFE WILL REMAIN THE SAME.

    DRIFTING AIMLESSLY, TAKING WHAT YOU WANT ALONG THE WAY.

    NOT WORRYING ABOUT ANYONE, AND NOT HAVING MUCH TO SAY.

    I SEE A LOT OF THAT IN YOU, DOES IT HELP TO HIDE YOU PAIN.

    ONE DAY YOU’LL BE FORCED TO FACE YOURSELF WHEN NOTHING ELSE REMAINS.

    IS IT THEN THAT YOU WILL THINK OF ME, AND WHAT WE HAD.

    MY ONLY WISH IS YOU LOVE YOURSELF NOW SO YOU WON’T EVER BE SAD.

    I WILL ALWAYS BE IN LOVE WITH YOU, TO THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART.

    THE REST OF MY LIFE, YOU CAN COUNT ON THAT, JUST LIKE FROM THE START.

    I DO WANT LEAVE YOU THIS, BLUEPRINTED FROM MY HEART.

    I THINK I COULD ALWAYS LOVED YOU, FROM THE START.

    I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT EVERYTHING WE’VE BEEN THROUGH, WHETHER IT BE GOOD OR BAD.

    I AM JUST AMAZED BY YOU, AND THE QUALITIES YOU HAVE.

    PUT ASIDE ALL THESE BAD THINGS, SET ASIDE ALL THIS PAIN.

    I STILL SEE THE PERSON YOU ARE INSIDE, A ‘VIEW’, I FEAR I MAY NEVER REGAIN.

    EVEN IF THINGS HAVEN’T BEEN GOOD, I DON’T EVEN CARE.

    YOU TAUGHT ME TO LOVE MYSELF, & GRATEFUL FOR THOSE TIMES I TURNED AROUND TO FIND YOU THERE.

    I DON’T CARE WHAT EVERYONE SAYS TO ME, YOU MEAN SO MUCH.

    I KNOW YOU LOVE ME, I CAN FEEL IT IN YOUR TOUCH.

    IF ONLY FOR THAT MOMENT, OR THE SPAN OF A WHOLE DAY.

    I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE TO THE DEPTHS OF ME, WE LOVE EACH OTHER IN A SPECIAL WAY.

    I KNOW I WASN’T CRAZY TO FEEL THIS LOVE SO TRUE.

    EVEN IF YOU DON’T WANT TO ADMIT IT NOW, I KNOW MY HEART TOUCHED YOU.

    MAYBE THINGS WENT BAD, AND WE AIN’T MEANT TO BE.

    I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME TO SEE.

    IM TRYING TO FIGURE WHAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE, WE KNOW I CAN BE STRONG.

    AND I NEVER WITH MY HEART WANT TO DO WHAT I KNOW IS WRONG.

    I ONLY WISH I COUD SAY IT SO YOU’D TOTALLY UNDERSTAND!

    I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU, WHY WAS I SO WRONG TO LEAVE MY HEART IN YOUR HANDS.

    I CANNOT GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE IF ITS YOU THAT UNDERSTANDS ME.

    THE PERSON NO ONE ELSE HAS FULLY SEEN.

    YOUR CARING WORDS GO WITH ME WHERE EVER I GO, HOW COULD I FORGET!

    THE GENTLENESS IN YOUR EYES EVERYTIME I GOT UPSET.

    HOW AM I TO LOVE ANOTHER, WHEN YOU CLAIMED TO HAVE STOLEN MY HEART.

    YOU HAD ME BELIEVE WE’D BE FOREVER, YOU SAID SO FROM THE START.

    MY MIND HAS TRIED TO FORGET YOU, WHY WONT MY HEART JUST LET GO?

    I NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW MY SOUL NEEDED YOU SO.

    I WANT TO HATE YOU FOR BREAKING MY HEART.

    BUT MY MIND KEEPS REMINDING YOU WERE ONLY TO BLAME FOR PART.

    I KNOW I CANNOT CHANGE YOU AND I DON’T WANT TOO.

    FOR THE MOST PART YOU ARE SUCH GOOD MAN.

    THOSE SIDES OF YOU I WAS ONLY BEGINNING TO UNDERSTAND.

    NOW MY HEART IS SO SCARED OF WHAT I DO NOT KNOW.

    YET I KNOW THE ‘REAL MAN’, THE ONE I CAN’T LET GO.

    I DON’T WANT TO HANG ON TO TIGHTLY AND NEARLY CHOKE US BOTH.

    OR BECOME SO OBSESSED WITH US AND REACH THE END OF MY ROPE.

    I’M SORRY IF I LOVED YOU TO MUCH, I JUST WANTED TO DO IT MY BEST.

    I NOW THAT I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU I CAN NOT HANDLE THE REST.

    SO FOR NOW I REMAIN ALONE, WITH YOU FOREVER ETCHED IN MY HEART.

    MY SOUL JUST DOES NOT WANT TO ACCEPT THAT THIS IS HOW WE WERE DESTINED TO END…

    FROM THE START

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    mznisha commented on FROM THE START

    08-25-2009

    oh my god this poem this poem i felt it deep down in my sole. this poem is so beautiful you did a great job. i loved it, this is how I feel about someone.

    alleeway

    09/21/2009

    THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ MY POEM IT MEANS A LOT TO ME ALLEEWAY

    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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