For Ulla
An old and tired knowingness
Looking back
At lifetimes of growing
Trying to allow for the frustrations
Of the child within
A need to pretend that I am not
The assurance that I will always be
Loneliness
A desire to understand
Like a mother seeking guidance from her fetus
Not wanting to accept that she already knows
Accepting me
The child
The mother and the fetus
Knowing
That I must go on growing
Forever
Looking back
At lifetimes of growing
Trying to allow for the frustrations
Of the child within
A need to pretend that I am not
The assurance that I will always be
Loneliness
A desire to understand
Like a mother seeking guidance from her fetus
Not wanting to accept that she already knows
Accepting me
The child
The mother and the fetus
Knowing
That I must go on growing
Forever
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