Sitting at home just getting off the phone. My eyes swell up like ballons the tears are coming soon. Falling in my mother's arms the only place I will cause no harm. From her arms, to the floor she can't hold me up anymore. I try to breathe, but I can't because I found out my brother has passed. Rushing to see him for the last time there are a lot of things running through my mind. Why, How, When. As I walk past all of my friends I am glad to see all of them. Hugs and tears are exchanged but now its time. I walk up the casket trying to hold it all in, but as soon as I see him it begins again. I try to get out, but I can't my friends tell me he would want me to. After giving him a kiss on his forehead I look at my family torn apart. We didn't have very much time together, but his memory will stay with me forever.