By spontaneously buying you flowers, gifts and rings, it don't necessarily mean that I have gone out and done wrong things; I am just showing you the appreciation of you being my woman and the happiness it brings. Every time that I may come to you to hug, kiss you or sing, it don't necessarily mean that I want something, my heart is aching or I am trying to cover up after being on a wild fling; I am just showing you the joy of having you as my queen and me, your king. I don't have time for no lying, cheating, disrespecting, playing, hating and not appreciating; I would just be making a bomb that is just waiting for detonating. I don't want that bomb to backfire on me and blow up in my face; I would then be there just looking so stuck on stupid with my mind blown and lost in space. I want to get to know your beautiful, intelligent and strong heart and mind more and not concentrate solely on your body; I want to get to know you better as the person that you are and never a sex object because you really are somebody. If I didn't get to know you for you and was only caught up on sex, when the sex gets old or if I become impotent or you go through menopause then what are we supposed to do next? Sleep restlessly then wake up? Make up to only later break up? No, that will just simply take up...too much time! Why should I mess up things now that you are already mine? I ask myself that question time after time and a logical answer I never do find. I have loved you for far too long to just let you go without trying to make it right; we have invested far too much time and energy into each other so do you actually think that I would let you go without a good fight? Hell, no! I could never easily let you go and this I want you to always know; I love you from the crown of your head to the bottom of your toes and I won't just say it, baby, but I am going to always let it show. Just thinking of losing you makes my heart drop to my knees and causes me to break into a cold sweat; if I ever lost you, it would feel as if I have made, lost and can't cover a multi-million dollar bet. I never want our relationship to wither, dry and die so we should keep it soaking wet; while the sun is shining so beautifully and brightly on our relationship, I never want to see that sun set!