Trying to love you, but it gets difficult each day.
(Especially when you always have your hands on your phone.)
You do not accept advice.
I am only telling you how to treat me.
I sometimes ask myself why are you my wife.
Because I feel lefted out alot of the time.
Not all times are bad, but the times that makes me sad are the times I wish we never had.
My desire is to be by your side, talking deeply with you, while flowing with emotions and laughter.
Now it's hard for me to smile.
However, The times that made me glad are the times that I yearn for.
I deserve more.
 I deserve your touches, smiles, laughs, and your words that make me giggle(dirty jokes).
Instead I get feed the mess that hurts my head and makes me wish I was dead.
I feel lefted out of your life and now I have to think twice. 
What's wrong and what's right?
Be lefted out or feeling lefted out.