Everyone thinks you have a problem or something so simple can cure what is wrong. The truth is there was never anything wrong there was just no purpose. The ones we love will vanish with time and so will we. We have no true purpose on this planet even though we think we make a difference. The majority take for granted the most obvious reason that we exist, that is to one day die. Who determines will we live or die. I rather be in control of my own fate rather then have father time choose when the right time is. The problem never lied with in a single individual, just the realization that one day we would all be departed from planet earth. Watching a single individual suffer until their last breath is the most devastating concept to rap your head around especially when its someone you love. The helpless body that sits there awaiting a destiny they cannot control. Who are the victims and who are the victimizers. The truth is no one is truly a victim, only a product of bad circumstances. Since dieing is inevitable there is no right or wrong time to depart. The only variable that changes is when. Most will never understand why someone would want to leave early. The truth is those are the ones who realize that they will be in control of their own fate instead of letting the world and time decide. What matters most is not about when you die but how you will do it. The perception of death has such a negative connotation that we assume all is bad, but since all of us have to partake in it there must be a good way and a bad way. The bad way is worrying about everything that you couldn't change and the things you couldn't do. The best way is controlling your own destiny and your own fate. Go out with pride and not regret. The majority will never experience the feeling of letting go of everything and setting yourself free. I've only tried to help those who surround me never cause irritation or aggravation. Sometimes I didn't show the true motive for doing things because people would think I was wasting my time. The true passion of my life is empowering those around to live free. Experience things that you have never done and attempt the things that most would deem impossible. We were made to be care free and walk with peace, not to self destruct. The closer I get to the end the realization of freedom becomes that much closer. The mental break downs are not of disappointment but are those of going to a place where I am free. If we all could take a leap into paradise I would envision everyone taking it. People are so worried about a short term solution that they forget it is truly impossible to acheive a long term of freedom. The only ones who fall subject to disaster are those who get caught up in their short term fate. We all have a long term destiny which is inevitable, why put so much stress on a short term situation. Time does not stress for any reason, it will continue on long before we arrive and long after were gone. To know that you have no control will take the worry of attempting to control your situation out of the picture. The true meaning of an ending is a new beginning, not the last chapter but a new book that hasn't been written. We will all fall pray to a falling, who will you let take you over the edge if not yourself then whos hand do you leave fate in.