the thunder roars
the lightning cracks
all i can feel
is the rain on my back

i am numb with fear
what have i done?
the pain starts to sear
this was supposed to be fun

i heard it in the rain
one night before bed
the crying in the wind
over and over in my head

i cant stand this any longer
i think i just might snap
i dont know if i can be stronger
the strain will make me crack

I want to be strong
But my heart can only take
The pressure, the pain
The golden heartbreak

my mind cant hold
all this confusion
its starting to fold
under the illusion
of all of these cold hard quandries
i can no longer be bold

my emotions are sinking
my head is even lower
i cant take all these questions
i cant get any closer

the answers i dont have
im sorry, it cant be done
i cant think anymore
this was supposed to be fun.