written 3/26/2011

How is it that I can love and hate yo at the same time?

In a few hours together I felt everything.


Love
Longing
I miss waking you up, or giving up and snuggling.
I realized a sacred beaty to being the only one who cuts your hair.
and words never spoken pass between us through looks and cards.

But mixed in there,
moments of Anger!
I despise some parts of you.
Stumbling around your life, unconsciously creating chaos.
The fire burns so hot I want to destroy all ties and memories.
All parts of you.
Blood and bone at my feet.

Somehow a tender unconditional feeling sits there right beside the fire.
Confident
Gentle
I view, feel and accept all aspects at the same time.

The intesity magnifies, my stomach aches.
What am I supposed to do with this?

~Miss Dra