Dreaming

It's as if the world is spinning and I am dreaming.
Fear and sadness all rolled up in one,
like a storm cloud getting ready to unload it's tears.
Emotions closeing in and pain eroupting in my heart.

An endless lie like the endless sky,
as if the pain will never end.
Memmories never stopping as life passes quickly by.
The thought of being hurt again send shivers down my spine.

My mind lost in the forest of thought,
running away from the memmories that will hurt and haunt me.
Words flow through me as i feel from the day,
Hopeing soon that this pain will go away.

Love by few, hated by many,
it feel as if i'm falling out of control through the deep dark sea.
Butterflys flutter through my stomach and chest,
as if i'm nervous for something bad to happen.

I started dreaming of when the pain will stop,
but when i wake i'm still hurting inside.
The pain of loseing a child,
causeing my head to pound and my blood pulsing.