Sitting in the darkness
in a room all alone
no one can find me because
I'm not at home

Don't know were I'm at
for weeks at a time
see all of these thoughts
seam to be mine
only because there trapped
trapped in my mind
cause what every one else sees
seams to look fine

I find myself here
time after time
I'm lost in my thoughts
I'm lost in my mind

Its so dark
but its so true
my mind tells me something
"you know what to do"

If i act out a pond them and do what i feel
then all my thoughts
would soon become real

Then people might see
what i have for years
Then they might understand me
and why i shed tears

When depression sets in
then everyone will know
My mind has taken over
then my feelings will show

As i sit in the darkness
alone and so cold
i fight with myself
untill i take hold
take hold of my thoughts
and control of my mind
I try to calm down
try to unwind
and bring myself back
back in to the light
and then I'm alright

Until the next time
my mind starts to fight back
and drags me in to the darkness
back into that room

Sometimes i cant control it
what my mind whats to do
the dark thoughts always
will be trapped
locked in my mind

I fell i cant do this
for much longer now
and i find myself thinking
I want to end it
end it somehow

But see i cant do this
to all that do care
Because all of my feelings
I wish to not share