dad

where are you when i need you?
why are you never there?
its like you've already died.
you don't seem to care.
your drinking yourself to death.
i don't want to wake up in the morning.
I'm scared you won't be there.
it isn't going to be much of a difference since
you already show your not here.
you think you rule the house when you really don't.
all you do is sit on your ass and drink.
and stick up for perverts
because you don't want to lose them as a friend.
well screw you and that shit.
i love you to death but your never there when i need you.
no wonder that's another reason i don't want to come home.
do you miss me yet?
I'm going to miss you when you die
but if i don't cry forgive me
you just don't deserve it obviously