Its hard to say the word dad especially
when never had to say dad
Who wouldnt want be around someone that
gave birth to a child of God
Its like i cant stand when someone say i look like him
Why u had to not be there for me
Tell me was i not wanted
Why its so hard to say the word dad
U know we dont ask to be here but still
yet u had to neglect me like u didnt want me
U pretend like evertything okay on holidays and birthday
but deep down inside its hurting u as well
How do stand there and say she look like me
She look at u and say Why its so hard to call u dad
I hate u and i love u but u still my dad
When i look at men i wonder are they all the same
Who wouldnt want their child around when thing get rough
I get sick to my stomach to have to say the word dad
I just lay down at night and say God take hate out of me
It shouldnt be that way but it is this way
I want to have a dad but i dont so i balme
myself no do i blame my mom no i blame him
Why its so hard to say Dad
i hope one day we both come to our senses
to say damn i hate that i miss out on alot
When is to late who fault is that to blame
its to late so do i forgive for not being there yes
Then i can say damn i miss my Dad