Not knowing what to do, feeling oh so confused,
Not knowing if I'm being useful or being used,
All my life I have done NOTHING but sacrifice,
Always willing to take a chance just like rolling dice,
Willing to pay your bills instead of mine,
Now, I'm a cheerful giver don't get it twisted, but I'm not fine,
Not mine, but yours are paid,
So yeah I'm not the one living laid
Not knowing what to do feeling oh so confused,
Not knowing if I'm being useful or being used,
Feels like I'm in a constant battle,
My mind is always in such a rattle,
Lord, I'm waiting on some guidance,
But to be quiet honest, I'm running out of patience,
I know mine is coming because I got seed in the ground,
But I've seen no manifestation and life feels like it's going round and round
Not knowing what to do, feeling oh so confused,
Not knowing if I'm being useful or being used,
Lord, I need to feel your presence,
I'm never rushing, but time is of the essence,
Life feeling oh so much like a mess,
I'm starting to lose my hair, oh so much stress,
But like I stated in the beginning I'm feeling oh so confused,
Not knowing if I'm being useful or being used!