i get a little bit of happieness
and then someone takes it away
i try to keep it forever
and it comes undone
i finally get a boy i like
and it's all good
then he comes around
and rips my heart out
i usually don't cry and i suck it up
but with him it's different
i cry, complain and am sad about the whole ordeal
but i wish it would feel like the kiss and not seem real
that won't happen and i've cried all day
i need a tub of icecream so the pain will go away
who needs boys especially those that are cute hot and strong
i don't.....wait yes i do
why do i have to care so much
you know pat is right "love is a battlefield"
she also states there are more fish in the sea
but the only fish i see is my ex
i wish i had my avril cd she helps me calm down
but i'm so pissed i don't think it'll help right now
what am i going to do he stills wants to be friends
but i don't think i can
this reminds me of my dad's story, but it still hurts
i'm never going to tell my parents about my boyfriends again
i don't want a repeat of garrett times 10