Bloody Tear Drops

12/23
I gave you all of me, and you caused my soul to bleed.
Bloody tear drops, lies and unfulfilled promises define your creed.
Weighing on my spirit, ill appreciator of true love.
Sometimes I wonder if maybe youy heart has been worn down to a nub;
The pencil that's seen the smashing and twisting and grinding of those two rods, too many times.
Over compressed from erasing name after name after name and still can't find
Anyone to care for you like I once did.
No other planet's orbit is as entangling as mine, or as big.
Your bankrupt blood beater shooting darts of jealous at my new compliment.
I'm sure now that you never loved me,
You loved the way that I love and loved being with me.
Someone with no leneage to Ra or any signifigant shine,
You succubus moon for four years you had me blind.
Do you now say if I knew then what I know now?
Do your scruples swell in your skull causing your brain to drown?
Ok so forever wasn't forever I dont expect you to forgive me, just please please forget me.
Or is my happiness the shard of shattered objectives shanking you deep in the kidney?
Trapped in my shadow- you will be forever engulfed by malice and rage;
so for your own sake how bout you move onto the next stage.
No more lounging in the excuses of the egyptian sun,
Trying to convince yourself that the fault only belonged to one.
Acceptance is nice!!