Life is gonna be over soon and I cant wait any longer days to come and go, I've been waiting since the day I was born to find that someone and not a day has come for me to find him, Sometimes I think in my head when is he gonna show up every time I get to like a guy and get to know him very well I think this is the guy but every time some gurl shows up and ruins it for me and people think I cant seem to get over him, But he was perfect I mean everything about him, he was smart, good looking ,and real caring for me and was right there for me, But theres something about him that is too real and it hurts that Im gonna have to move on and leave what me and him had in the grave but its gonna take alot of courage from me to let him go, Its probably gonna take all my life but I will try to just give him my heart and leave it behind and find a new heart...........