Love and Hate

I love you unconditionally

You really do hurt me at times

I hate when you’re like this

Why can’t you just love me and treat me right

I try so hard to please you and make you happy but nothing is ever good enough for you

So now, right now at this moment I hate you so much, I’m not going to waste anymore of my time trying to make things right anymore.

I’m only human, I’m not perfect

Is the reason why I’m treated so badly is because I don’t like some of your choices or I speak my mind?

I’m so sorry that I ever came back to you

I guess I should’ve stayed where I was at

I just really needed a motherly love, touch, and the voice of advise.

No one knows how I feel because I always keep it in

Now no more I’m freeing myself from this prison that I’m in

I’m your first child, I have been with you from the start and I will never leave you

I have so much hurt in my heart it just doesn’t seem real

How could someone treat their own so badly

Am I that horrible that you don’t even love me?

It’s always the same thing you call me names, apologize, tell me you love me, and want everything to perfect.

I hate liars.

I hate the way you treat me, the way look at me mean, the way you talk to me, the way you always send me away when I don’t do the right things.

I’m sorry mom that I keep coming back.

I just want you to love me and accept me.

Why does it have to be this way?

I don’t do the things you want me to do & my siblings don’t either.

Why is all the blame put on me.

You treat me as if I’m not yours and I’m the step-child.

It really hurts.

You mean the world to me.

I love you unconditionally.