I know the reason you'll never understand why I cry.
It is the same reason you will never know why I feel I want to die.
This feeling I feel comes and goes.
The same old flow I have to sow.
At this time I just have to have to know.
How to put these so called fallin' pieces back in this hole.
Now I have to find the easest way to mend all of this.
And to mend this broken soul.
So tell me how it feels to never have to know.
How it feels to never be left alone.
No longer can I take it.
No longer can fake it.
I am not happy.
Do not try to find out why,
The reason I sigh,
And for whom I cry.
I loved him at one time,
But now I have to use a stitch of a different kind.
Because he broke this bind.
But one day these scares will heel,
So I just have to learn to let it go.
And just roll with the flow.
He has taught me I'm not his passion.
And he has pushed in what was bashed in.
There is no way you could know why all of this is so,
Because the truth is I do not even know.